..come real..

so let’s
take this minute
to listen
.come.real.
consider it
a given
and then
tell me, my luv
did i
forget
2 mention
that
i am the wings
breathing
beneath tha dreams
bleeding..beating the mad
out of the children we
bring
just 2
leave them buried
n rings
drowning
n screams
begging
2 sing
n
complete
and total silent
sanity
a sickly mission
deranged
and demented
living
real life as fiction
it really wasnt
my
intentions
it’s bottomless
but oh well
wishes i can tell
wishes i can sell
jumping n
after i fell
it’s on another level
the same hell
2 different
devils
another dimension
just please
pay attention
i never meant
4 this
2 happen
it wasnt
my
decision
im literally
innocent
and void
of all wisdom
they’re all
just
empty reflections
like perfection
and
first impressions
multiplying
envy
times
deception
dripping
n2 tension
dropping
on2 friction
just 2 win
and do it
all over again
with a vengeance
like it’s a job
and not an addiction
illegal but
i
dont see ‘em
so
fuck ‘em
and let’s just call it
a tradition
better yet
call it
my religion
where i like it
real low
and deadened
by
..my
own breathtaking.
dozens of prisons
wrapped up
pretty n
blue
balloons
and prisms
either which way
it’s just another rendition
within
the same 2
definitions
gracing grace
with a second
condition
a 2nd
map of directions
another way
2 the same
position
a blueprint
written
granting permission
hardly forgiven
even if
my
aggression
is leaking hints
n2 my
confession
so bless me, my father
4 i have sinned
all the way 2 the end
of heaven
and back again
so let
these nightmares begin
but oh man
this image
it’s just so vivid
you’d never try to
vision
because
like a prediction
it never seems 2 start
2 finish
life’s a movie
and we’re all schizophrenic
existing in it
and like the story
always goes
and everybody knows
except 4
the crazy lady
she wasn’t told
her 1 shot
2 fame
like a picture framed
and then sold; hung
by her own
pain
so come real
bcuz baby
life’s
all
but insane
truly
a game
and me?
im not ready 2 get
played
i still have 2 much shit
2 say
so
im rite here
im just gonna
stay
;

by. HanaRenee.
(music: drake - marvins room instrumental)

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